jitters

wow i'm super antsy right now.
even though i have a shakespeare exam tomorrow, i just don't have motivation/energy to study anymore. i mean i didn't even study that much to begin with. hopefully, it'll work out.

i need to sleep soon. but i'm just so jittery. i am snacking like mad and i just want to eat for no reason. this is unhealthy especially since i'm going to sleep soon =/

this week is so crazy. no joke. but it's so weird because i haven't felt so at peace/rested these past two days as compared to last two weeks, even during fall break. i thank God and the people He's placed in my life. i think a lot of the reason comes from having some responsibilities to lead prayer this week which causes to spend more time in devotions to prepare myself spiritually. this is one really good/blessed thing about being on leadership, to give me some external motivation. hopefully i can continue at this pace for the rest of the busy week. just taking out time to read the Bible and various Christian books and pray here and there, taking naps, has been really wonderful.

i'm feeling slightly convicted about spending time with people but that might just be me and not exactly from God. i need to reprioritize over the weekend and refocus my goals as a student at the University. friendships are important but i need to figure some way to spend time with people without packing it in too much. i think people understand though cuz everyone's busy. i often enjoy spontaneous hangouts. those are really my favorite cuz planning can be tiring at times, although it is beneficial, i'll admit.

overall, God has really heard my needs this week so far and i'm very thankful to Him. =)